My Journey; My Path: The Next Chapter Day 27

Hello!! Good morning my beautiful peoples!! How are you guys? I’m so happy I can’t stand it. I was telling Michael this morning that if I am anymore happy I will explode. Life is awesome. I am so excited about the job at Goodwill. I’m looking forward to hearing from Sarah. It’s going to be awesome. It’s going to be awesome working there. So I’m slept in and I’m just chilling. Amy and Tyler are working. Michael is doing stuff around the house. I’m just chilling till I go to the gym later. Michael and I had a “coming to Jesus” moment and he taught me to make coffee. He told me in a very loving way that the coffee I make is very weak and it’s bad, but that’s okay. I did it to humor him a little. I liked it, but I like the way I make it. So when’s not around I will make it the way I like it. (Insert a laugh here). I’m heading to an art show tonight. A friend mine named Corey is working at the place where I am going for the art show and I’m very excited. I can’t wait to see her. I want to support her and I really like looking at art so I’m very excited.

So my dinner with Adam was awesome. We had Mexican and then we got ice cream and then we went to the new Beauty and the Beast movie and it was awesome. I had a wonderful time. I love to spend time with Adam. We had a real conversation where I confided in him about Tyler and Michael and I’m a little scared. I know he won’t say anything to Tyler because I asked him not to, but I have confided in people before about others and then that didn’t end well. I just don’t want to lose my friendship with Tyler and Michael because I confided in Adam. It’s just nice to have someone to talk to about it. Adam’s really a lot of fun to hang out with. I told him about the verbal abuse that I received from my mom and he handled it very well. I was surprised really. I was surprised by how he handled it and that I told him, but I did. I’m glad I did. The more I tell people the more I am free. The more I tell people the more I am setting myself free from it and from being silent about it. I’m so happy.

Today is a new day. I am free to do whatever. I am free to be me or not be. We all have choice of who we are and what we want to be. We are all on a different journey/path and we heading to where we are supposed to be going and who we are supposed to be. I just wish I knew where that was, but I will figure it out and I will laugh, cry, and enjoy it while I’m figuring it out.

Well that’s all for now. Thank God it’s Friday. Have a great kicking ass day everyone!! Talk to you soon. Love you guys!!!

Kathleen