My Journey; My Path: The Next Adventure Day 81

Good afternoon. How are you guys?! I’m good. I got to sleep in. I’m so excited.

Yesterday was a wonderful day. I loved it. I got to spend time with my mom. We had a great day. We had dinner together. Mom got us some salads from Wendy’s and then we watched a movie. We both fell asleep, but we enjoyed it very much. It was an old one we had seen a lot so it was fine. Then we went shopping and got some groceries. Mom and I bought food for us and she bought me some stuff to take for lunch for work. I’m so excited about that. I can’t wait to get paid and I can start buying grocery for work myself. It’s very excited. We came home and we hung before we went off by ourselves and did our own thing. It was a great day!

Today I slept in. Dad called and woke me up. Mom answered and talked to him. So I went back to bed and I had a dream that I was trying to sleep on an air mattress and dad was there with Megan and Christa and he wanted to see me. It was awful. I’m so glad I woke up to find that it was only a dream. Whew!!! So mom went to church and then she went to ALDIs to do some shopping. She just came home. She’s doing something with the fridge. I’m not sure what she’s doing. But other than that we’re not doing much of anything. I started to watch a movie early this morning that I’ve been wanting to watch. It’s called God’s Own Country. I love it. It’s about a gay farmer who has get to help for his farm. He and the farm lad fall in love with each other. I’m going to finish watching it tonight. I’m really excited about it. I love it. If you have Netflix please consider watching it. It’s a great movie. The two guys who play the gay farmer and the farm lad are super hot. I love it.

Well I’m not happy that I have to go back to work, but I am happy because if we are still on overtime I am going to work everyday. It will be a nice first paycheck. I’m really excited about that. I’m going to get everything ready tonight for tomorrow so I don’t have to get up and worry about getting my lunch ready.

So that’s all the news for now. I’ll be back next month to update you guys on what’s going on with me and with my books. I’ll still be checking in and reading your posts. Please email me to let me know how you guys are doing. I’ll leave it for you. I forgot to leave it for you in my post yesterday.

I love you and have a great upcoming week. I hope today is a relaxing day for you.

Always in Love,


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From the KAW Land of Books: The Monthly Book Post for October….

Good afternoon. I’ve organized my thoughts now and I’m very excited to bring the news. There’s a lot to say so let’s get going…

So I’ve written some on the Stanton Corporation novel than any of the other ones. I’m on Chapter 6 now and things are starting to look better for the main character Michael. I wrote last time that things had taken a turn for the worst, but now I’m just tieing up everything together. I’ve decided not to write a sequel. I think it’s the best book I ever written and I have every intention of publishing it when it’s finished. I won’t give anything away right now. I can’t wait to have you guys read it. It’s going to be awesome. I’m very excited about this project. I’m so happy to be on Chapter 6 now.

I’m still working on The Church book as well. I’m on Chapter 2 now and I’m working on some ideas for this one. I haven’t decided whether the main character Carey is going to be gay or not. I really like the idea of him and Antonio together, but we’ll see. Right now he’s interested in a woman. He might end up being BI, but I’m not sure. Most of my main characters have struggled with being gay or are gay. I base them on myself and my struggles with whether I’m gay or not. I’m very excited about this project too. I can’t wait to see what happens with this one.

I haven’t written anymore on I Love Her. It’s a book based on my sister Megan and I’s relationship. I’m going to sit down and organize some thoughts on this one before I start to write. This one I will publish and all the money will go to helping my sister with her treatments. I can’t wait to get this one publish. I really can’t wait to see the look on my sister’s face when I give her the money from the proceeds when I publish the book. I think she’ll be very happy. I’m on chapter 2 and I’m very excited to say it’s finally taking shape. I can’t wait to see how this one will turn out as well.

I’ve written another book. It’s about one of the main characters named Ashley from my book Fear of Abandonment. I’m not sure about this one. I’m only on Chapter one. This was just a whim to be honest. I hadn’t planned on writing it, but one day it just came to me. I’ve based his character on Billy from the soap Coronation Street. Billy is played by the wonderful actor and my favorite actor Daniel Brocklebank. He’s a openly wonderful gay man who plays a vigar on the show. I just love him. Daniel is an extremely wonderful person both on and off screen. I have this dream I’ll meet him someday. But anyway this story focuses on Ashley and his love life. I’m deciding on who he’s going to be with as well. I’m not sure if he’s going to gay, mainly into just men or if he’s going to be BI which means he’ll be into both men and women. This story is still being written and taking shape. I’m not even sure I’ll finish it so I’m putting it on the back burner for now. If the story takes shape I may end up publishing it. I love the Ashley character. He’s my favorite out of the story Fear of Abandonment so we’ll see.

Thanks for tuning in. I’ll keep you posted. Feel free to comment on what you think or drop a line or two about some ideas. All feedback and ideas are welcome.

I love you guys and I’ll be back next month with another post.

Always in Love,


My two loves. My sisters and doing what makes my soul happy which is writing.

My Journey; My Path: The Next Adventure Day 80

Good afternoon. How are you guys this fine Saturday? I hope this post finds you doing well. I just woke up around 12. I ended up staying up and I talked with my mom before she went to work this morning. We had a chance to catch up. It was nice. It was so nice. I’ve missed her.

Oh man last night was a killer. I ended up getting a Monster coffee energy drink to get me through the rest of the night. I felt better after that. I didn’t sleep well yesterday so I was dragging by the end of the night. But I hit production again and I’m so excited. I’m going to stay over next week too. I can’t wait to see what my paycheck will look like. It’s going to be awesome. I decided to stay up and I waited for mom and we got a chance to talk. I’m so happy. I’ve missed her.

I slept in this morning. I didn’t go to bed till around six this morning. I couldn’t sleep. But I did get up at ten, but went back to bed and slept till 12. It was nice. I loved it. I’m working on my to do list for today. I’m doing laundry now. I have dishes to do after that. I promised mom I would. Other than that I’m going to rest. I’m going to rest tomorrow too. I’m thinking about a movie date with just me and some chinese food. I think I’ll watch Breakfast at Tiffany’s.

I’ve decided to start writing more. I miss it. I miss it so much. I haven’t written much lately, but I’m very excited to start writing more this week. I’ll be posting an update shortly on my books so be on the lookout. I’m in the middle of organizing my thoughts. I have so much I want to update that I want to make sure I say everything the way I want to.

Update on my family: Chris and Dustin are doing alright. They had the memorial service for his mom on Thursday and everything went okay. Mom took off work and went. She was telling me about it. Megan is doing okay. Jeff is home so they are going to spend some time together. I texted her, but I haven’t heard anything. I’m off Thursday and Friday this coming week so I hope to spend some time with her. I love them both and I miss my sisters. I haven’t talked to my dad. He’s going to call me. Mom said she spoke to him and told him about my schedule and stuff. I hope he doesn’t call this weekend, but if he does that’s fine. I’ll talk to him at some point.

So that’s all the news for now. I hope you enjoy the rest of your Saturday. I love you!

Always in Love,


The last pic is a current picture of both my sisters. Megan is in the light blue tank top with long hair and Chris is one with short hair. This was taken on Chris’ birthday back in September 2018. I’m so proud of them. They are my leading ladies.


My Journey; My Path: The Next Adventure Day 79

Good afternoon. How are you guys?! I’ve missed you. I hope you had a great week. I’m just so glad it’s the weekend. Yay!! I didn’t sleep well. My landlord was doing something outside right near my bedroom window and it woke up up. So I did my best to block it out so I could go back to bed. I ended up sleeping till at least 11, but I went back to bed and slept in till 12. I kept hitting the snooze, but I finally woke up.

This week has been a whirlwind. I started working Monday and it was just wonderful. I had my orientation on Monday for two hours and then I went home and then came back in 3pm. I’ve been working over everyday except Monday. I’m really loving my job. I’m just taking one day at a time. I’ve been hitting production every night except my first night. I’m truly happy. I’m blessed. Everyone that worked there before have left. There is only one person who I considered to be a friend before she hurt me is still working there, but she works on first shift and I never see her. Everyone else either quit, out on leave, got fired, or left the department for whatever reason. Some of them I’m sad they left, but some of them I’m glad I don’t have to see them anymore. One of my favorite people passed away from cancer. His name was Riley Sweatt. Another one of my favorite people named Joe Poe is out on leave. He had a stroke. My heart broke when I heard about these gentlemen. John took me under his wing when I first started working for the company before I got hired on back in 2011. John is just wonderful. He has the right personality to be a shift supervisor. I’m truly happy to have someone like John around. I miss him.

Today is my last day of working and then I’ll be off tomorrow and Sunday. I’m so excited. God has been good to me. I’m done making my lunch and now I’m making tea for tomorrow. Mom is still working Saturdays. She got a pizza and we’re going to hang out tomorrow. I’m so excited. Yes! I’ve missed her. I never see her now. It feels like I never see her, but it’s only been five days. I’m truly excited.

I’ve come to a decision about a blog. I’ve decided to blog once a month. I’ll post about how my books are coming along and how I’m doing. I need to focus on some other stuff right now and I feel this is the best for me. I love blogging and I’ll miss you guys. After this weekend I won’t post again until Saturday November 3rd.

I’ll leave my email address for you so you can keep in touch between my blog posts. Please leave your email address in the comment box so I can email you and keep in touch. Thank you for helping me to reach my goal of 400 hundred followers. I’m so excited. Yes!

I’ll be posting tomorrow on my books and how they are coming along. I posted about my October goal. I hope you read it and enjoyed it. I’ll leave the link here in case you haven’t had a chance to read it yet. Here it is: October’s Monthly Goal 

So till tomorrow I love you and have a great day. Enjoy a relaxing weekend.

Always in Love,



October’s Monthly Goal

Good afternoon everyone. I decided to go ahead and post about my monthly goal. The last couple of months I decided to put have studying for the MBLEx be my monthly goal. I got quite a bit of studying done. I will still be studying for the MBLEx, but I decided this month it was time to do something different.

This month I decided to focus on losing weight and trying to make sure I can balance work and exercise. So my goal is Balance work schedule and Exercise workout schedule. I want to make sure that I’m still working out even though I’m working now. Now that I am working at Sapona I can go swim. I just have to figure out when it’s open and things like that. I’m truly excited about this. I’m still going to walk too. I’m going to consider walking at work part of my exercise as well because I will be walking a lot during work and I’ll be sweating because it’s so hot in the department that I am working in. So I’m going to work on balance. I really want to lose weight. I hope this will work.

I wish you a great day and I love you!

Always in Love,


My Journey; My Path: The Next Adventure Day 78

Good morning!! I feel wonderful. I had an awful headache last night when I went to bed so I decided to stay home from church this morning. Mom went by herself. Actually I’ll be honest. The real reason was that I wanted to have another day to rest. I start my new job tomorrow. I feel like I’ve come full circle and I’m finally where I am supposed to be. I’m very excited. Have you ever felt that way? I would love to hear your stories.

Yesterday mom and I got ready and went out to get her oil change for her car and then we went shopping while we waited. We got a chocolate frosties and went home. We came home and watched a episode of The Golden Girls. Then the text message came. It was a shock to us. We were expecting this to happen, but not this soon. Chris my oldest sister texted to tell us that her husband’s mother died. I’ll be honest. I’ve never liked her because of the way she treated my sister. Chris has been taking care of her for as long as I could remember. I understand why she did it. Chris is one of the few people in my life that I know that truly loves her husband. She has been faithful to him. She supports him. She cares for him. She submits herself to him. She obeys him. If you are familiar with the Bible you would know this, but if you don’t that’s okay too. In the Bible there’s a book called Proverbs. In that book there is a chapter called 31. It’s called The Good wife chapter. It talks about what a good wife is supposed to be. My sister is the good wife in that chapter. She would do anything for Dustin and his family. She truly would. Christa is very loyal. She dedicated to what she does. She’ll do something she hates because she will stay the course and she will put up with a lot. She’s not perfect by any means. She has her faults and she makes mistakes. I think what I’m trying to say is that she’s a good wife who truly loves her husband. The only reason I put up with my brother in law’s mother is because of him and my sister. I didn’t want to make things worse for her. I tried to be polite and be nice to her. It wasn’t easy. Chris has grown so much and she has learned so much. I admire her. I truly do. This is another test of their relationship which I’m sure they will pass with flying colors. Their anniversary is coming up soon. On October 9th they will be married 8 years. They have been through so much with his mother and now I’m happy it’s all over. I’m glad his mother is no longer in pain. She’s finally free. I just hope she will be in Heaven when we all get there someday.

Today I am resting. I’m not doing anything. I have to get up early tomorrow for work. I have orientation in the morning. I’m truly excited. God has been good to me and to all of us. We are truly “blessed” meaning that we don’t know what the future holds. We don’t know what tomorrow will bring, but we can hold onto today. Let’s enjoy today. We are “blessed” because we have clothes, food, and shelter. Not many people do. Let us be grateful for what we have. Let us be grateful. For when we are grateful we will think of how to help others instead of ourselves.

See you next weekend. I love you and have a fantastic week.

Always in Love,


My Journey; My Path: The Next Adventure Day 77

Good morning all!! I hope this post finds you doing well today. I feel pretty good. I’m a little tired, but that’s normal for me. Yesterday was a wonderful day for me. After I showered I ordered some pizza and cheesy bread which turned out to be a mistake, but that’s okay. I won’t be doing it again. I’ve learned my lesson. I did take a nap yesterday and I did some stuff around the house. Mom and I went out for Mexican for dinner last night. She and I didn’t stay up too late because she had to work. I went and walked for six laps in my driveway last night. It made me good and tired. I came back in to read and listen to music and we were both falling asleep. I told her I was going to lay down. I was out like a light. I woke up later and watched Netflix till almost 2am. I’m almost done with my show called The Paradise. It’s finally beginning to get interesting. I want to see how it turned out. I’m excited.

Today I am going to watch my show The Paradise and some other stuff around the house. Mom is working again. Her work is letting them go back to eight hours on Monday. So thank you for the prayers, thoughts, and vibes that you sent. I truly appreciate it. I’m hoping she will go shopping or I will go for with her. I hope she is okay to do that. Megan is okay. Jeff is at home this weekend so he can help her if she needs it. I’ll have to figure out my schedule and see when I can see Megan to help her.

What do you have planned today? I always like to ask you guys. I used to do that and I stopped, but I wanted to ask today. Feel free to share your Saturday plans with me.

My dad called and we talked for about 16 minutes. He asked me about my job and then he talked about what’s going on with him. We haven’t talked in a while so it was nice to talk with him again. It was just a nice conversation. I didn’t have to stay on long with him because he had to shower. He had been doing some yard work and they wanted to run to the store to get some stuff. So that was nice. He’s doing okay. He’s back to working in his department now. I don’t know if I told you guys or not, but sometime back my dad hurt his back at work and he’s been working, but doing another job because he had restrictions on what he can do. He’s been going to physical therapy for his back and he’s improving. He’s back in his department, but he still has restrictions. He’s hoping the doctor will cut him loose to where he doesn’t have any restrictions, but we’ll see. He’s hoping once the doctor cuts him loose he won’t have to do his therapy sessions either. I’m just glad to hear that he’s doing better. I hope this will teach him a lesson about taking better care of himself and self-care and so on. Self-care is important. Mom and I do that all the time. I’m sure all of us do. If you aren’t there for your family and friends that’s not good. We need to take care of ourselves. I really hope he has learned his lesson.

So other than that there’s nothing new here. I’ll be back tomorrow. I’m going to go and do some stuff around the house.

So till tomorrow. I love you and have a great day. I hope it is filled with nothing, but joy, peace, and relaxation.

Always in Love,