Hello everyone. Hope this post finds you well. I am going insane. Work is crazy. I still haven’t had a chance to be an operator yet. The last time I updated I told you guys that I wanted to try a different job. An operator is the one works on the machines and makes the yarn for the packers to pack, but there are no racks for the operator’s to put the yarn so I have to stay packing until there are racks which might take some time. It’s crazy. I’m tired. I didn’t sleep well yesterday and I went to work and worked fours and came home. It was awful. I still can’t sleep. I’m going to go to the doctor. Then when I came home Megan needed more information about my taxes. I’m really discouraged about my taxes. I don’t think I’ll even get a refund at this point. I’m doing my best to stay positive. It’s been hard, but I’m trying. I’m just tired you guys. I’m so tired I can’t think straight. I wish I could have my own business so I wouldn’t have to work for someone else. I’ve always wanted to have my own business. I feel like I can’t ever get ahead. I hate it. I really do. It’s awful. I feel like I’m going ten thousand steps backwards. I feel defeated. I want to leave and find another job, but I can’t. Mom’s depending on me more and more and I feel like I’m at breaking point. Actually, I’m already there. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I hope to get some sleep and go to work tomorrow and get my hours in for the week. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. Any loving vibes or hugs you want to send would be most appreciated as well.
Thanks for tuning in. I love you guys.
Always in Love,