Good afternoon everyone! I hope this post finds you well. I updated recently and told you guys that changes are coming to my blog. So I want to start off with that, but I need to address another matter first. I recently blog a post called I am Ashamed. It’s a piece I wrote and asked for feedback. To make a long story short I saw someone posted a comment or two about it and I read them, thought it over and I decided what to do and I have taken action. I’ve decided to delete these comments for the sake of my blog. I want to explain why I deleted them. I want to nip this in the butt right now and then we are going to move on. I decided to delete these comments because I am offended and hurt that these comments were put on here. I understand where these comments were coming from and I understand how this person feels about this, but it’s not right for you to force your opinions on someone else. I love you and I realize you did this out of love, but I don’t think it is right. I am a opened minded person. I accept everyone whether they are gay, straight, white, black, christian, buddha, and the list could go on. I WILL NEVER and I repeat I WILL NEVER force my faith, my opinions, or thoughts onto someone else. This is a place where are all are welcome. So in the interest of wanting to still be friends with this person I will forgive them and move forward. I will also say this. If these comments continue to be posted I will give up my blog and I will not post anymore. I’m not here to argue with anyone or anything like that. I am about love, peace, and understanding. Many of you follow me and you know me. I am always honest with you. So now I forgive you and I move forward.
So now I would like to update you guys on the changes to my blog. December is a very special month for me so I will posting more. My first change to my blog is that I will be doing a fitness journal entry instead of my daily journal entries. I recently posted on facebook that I am on a journey to losing weight. I have struggled with weight loss for years and I am on a journey to figuring out what it is best for me. It recently came to light that my father went behind my back sometime ago and said nasty things to my sister Megan about my weight. It has inspired me to lose weight. I didn’t name him on facebook, but instead of being hurt and offended by him I decided to turn it into a positive thing and do this for myself. I’m in the process of figuring out what I want to do. I’m getting a lot of comments and prayers from my facebook. I have a lot of people to support me and believe in me. That includes you guys too so thank you. I’ll be starting that this month. I know that there are many of you who have expressed to me that you are trying to lose weight as well so you’re welcome to come along with me or anyone else who wants to lose weight. I have goals of what I want to lose and so on. I will go into more detail in my post about my goals and so on. This change of my blog will start this month.
Now I want to tell you why December is an important month for me. As many of you who follow me know, but if there is someone reading this for the first time I will explain myself. I want to say this before I start. I am in no way forcing my faith on you. I am merlying expressing my opinion. I am a Christian or as I like to call myself A Student of His word. Christmas is celebrated by Christians because we believe and I believe that Jesus came to the earth as a baby to later die on the Cross for our sins. Christmas is also a magical time of year. I love to listen to Christmas songs and watch Christmas movies. Christmas is the time of year that magical things happen and I love it. I love to put up lights and I love to just celebrate the birth of Jesus. December is also my sister Megan’s birthday and I love to celebrate her birthday. One because she’s my sister, but second we are celebrating a human life. I am so glad she was born and that she is my sister. She’s a wonderful person and she’s always inspiring me to be a better person everyday. On her birthday I will do a big post about her. For her birthday this year I am giving her the gift of my losing weight. She is always loving, and supportive, of me. I’m so excited to give her this gift.
I will still post once a month on how I’m doing and I will post about books and my monthly goals. I’ll do a seperate post about these. I am so excited about this change on my blog. I can’t wait to get started. I’m going to try and take photos this year and post them so you guys can see me and my family. Lots going on this month so stay tuned in. It’s going to be the best Christmas ever.
Always in love,