Good morning!! What a beautiful morning it is. I actually opened the door of my apartment to let the sun in. I love it. I had the greatest night’s sleep. I got my new bed from my friend Corey Erba. Finally!! I love it. I’m going to text her today and tell her thank you. I love having a bed that’s not so old and lumpy and everything from A to Z. I’m so grateful.
I had an awesome day at work yesterday. I learned a valuable lesson yesterday. Please read my piece called Valuable Lesson for more details. I’m just thinking about my life this morning and I love it. But work was awesome yesterday. I’m a little confused about Nate. I was talking with a guy yesterday who I have a crush on at work and Nate just interrupted our conversation and I’m like what the fuck? Then yesterday when I was leaving Nate was hugging me a lot and being really touchy feely with me. I’m like what the fuck is that all about. Then another coworker thinks we would make a good couple. I’m like oh god. I’m like I’m outta here. I think it was just all in fun and that’s the way I’m taking it. I’m into having a relationship with someone I work with. The guy that I have a crush on works in another department and he’s someone I might actually could see myself going out with, but I’m not rushing it. Besides I really like being single for the moment so I’m not going to go there. His name is Barry and he’s very sweet. Plus he has a lot of tattoos and I like a man with tattoos. That’s my weakness and I will mention he’s fucking hot. I mean extremely glorious. He’s probably married or gay, but that’s okay. Like I said I’m single and I enjoy that. There’s nothing wrong with looking. It was just a weird experience yesterday. When I was talking to Barry yesterday and then Nate interrupts the conversation I just felt like they were fighting over me and it was just weird. I know they weren’t, but that’s how I felt and it was kind of nice. I’ve never felt that before. I haven’t dated much and I have had four ex-boyfriends because it just didn’t work out. I’ve managed out of the four relationship to stay friend with one of them and I’m glad to have him as a friend because he’s been there through thick and thin with me so.
Today I am doing the mid-shift again. I love that I don’t have to close. I’m really striving to just be myself at work. Smile, and laugh and just really connect with the customers. I’ve had some fascinating conversations with people and I’ve managed to help some people, suggest sales, and just meet some very delightful people. I’m very grateful. I know I will not connect with everyone and that has freed me to be able to connect with the people I have connected with and I love it. I’m very grateful. Work is going to busy today. We have a lot of people coming to the store today. I hate visitors. They always disrupt things, but I’m going to strive to keep doing my job and not let it bother me. Everyone gets all excited when visitors come. These are people who are services our machines like our tipping machines and our cleaning machines, but I don’t get excited. I just do my job and do what’s expected of me no matter what. I found that it helps me to be less anxious. I can’t be something I’m not. I hate that. I did that for a long time and I will not do it anymore. Nate is opening. Nelva is closing. I love them both dearly. I can’t wait for Sara to get back. I miss her.
Oh I went into work yesterday and I asked off for the first weekend in August for my dad’s birthday. I am hoping they will approve it so I can make my arrangements. It would be awesome. I love it. I can’t wait to see my dad. I miss him so much. I talked to him yesterday and he seemed okay. It’s raining there in Florida where he is and he wanted it to stop so he could finish his yard work. Hopefully it will stop today so he can finish his yard work.
Well that’s all for now. Have a great day everyone and I love you. We’ll talk soon. I’ll keep you updated on everything. Be happy. Most important be happy…
Love you guys,