Saying Good bye….

Good morning! I woke up feeling so sad and feeling so heavy. But I made an important decision. I decided to let go of who I used to be. I’m tired of repressing my feelings. I’m tired of people trying to tell me who I am and what I can do because of who I am. I am letting go of thirty years of repressing feelings. I am letting go of my past. I don’t have to hold onto anymore. I will be me. I will because I know who I am now. I have figured it out and I’m so happy. I am very fortunate that I had two loving people Tyler and Randy to push me and help me to say it out loud and you know what I couldn’t be happier. I am crying, but I am crying because I’m happy. I can finally lay this burden down and I am so glad. It was so heavy. I was tempted to take it back up, but I will fight it. I did fight it and I will continue to fight it. I will strive to be the best me I can possibly be. I am so happy. I am so overfilled with joy that there are no words to describe how I feel. It’s amazing isn’t it? When we let go of something how good we fill, but how heavy something that we have been carrying. Burden are heavy that’s why they are called burden. I encourage you today that if you are carrying a burden please I beg you from the bottom of my heart. Let it go. Just let it go. You’ll feel so much happiness and so much peace. I know it will be hard, but you will feel so much better and you can move forward with your life and be happy. If others don’t like it then that’s okay. The ones that really matter will accept it and love you and the others will come around when they are ready and there will be some that never will, but that’s okay it just means they are not meant to be in your life right now. We should all strive to be a better person and to reach our “highest self”. I’m not really sure what that means, but I am on my journey; my path to figure that out. I’m scared and I still have a lot of doubts, but I am so happy that I can figure that out and that I have people who love me to figure that out with. Thank you all for supporting me in this. Thank you for supporting me in my journey; my path. I always want to inspire and encourage and now I am. I am doing what I have always wanted to do. I am so glad. I hope that as you read this you will lay down the things you are holding onto and struggling with. I am so happy. I will laugh with you, cry with you, and love you as you reach the point where you say, “I want to lay this down and never pick it back up again.” I will not be there physically, but I will be there because I am in your heart and I love you and we are a family. We are not blood, but we are family. I am honored that each and everyone of you are in my tribe, my family. I love you guys.





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