“UnWorthy”

This is the piece I was telling you guys about in my blog this morning. I hope you enjoy it.

Love you guys,

Kathleen

“UnWorthy”

Dedicated to me (myself, Kathleen Wyatt)

Why? Why do I feel so unworthy? I want people to love me. I want people to accept me. I want them to respect me and care for me and love me. So why? Why do I feel this way? I am a beautiful, intelligent, smart, capable, loving, trusting, wonderful, amazing woman right? Why do I feel unworthy?

Who taught me this? Who taught me to be unworthy? Who taught me? Was it my family, my friends, my old life? Of course the list could go on. How did I learn this? How did I learn to be unworthy? I didn’t learn this in school or did I?

Why am I being made into something I’m not?

Why do I carry this burden even after all these years?

I think and I think and I think till I can’t think anymore.

What am I supposed to do?

Who will help me?

Where does my help comes from?

Why do I reject people? Why do I reject my family? All they want to do is help me. Tyler, Michael, Amy, and the others want to help me.

I just want to be loved and someone to love me in return.

Is it too much to ask?

Why then?

I must answer this question.

Why do I feel unworthy?

I feel unworthy because it is all in my mind. All my obstacles are in my mind. I must get stronger mentally and that means finding balance. That means finding myself and that will take a lifetime.

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13 thoughts on ““UnWorthy”

  1. Sometimes I too feel so, I feel like I need love, I need someone who could treat me like a baby and love me sooo much each n every second to the fullest… I think of my parents but they are too busy, I think of my friends and they are still in confusion with their lives, I don’t know if it works for you dear, but then I tell myself nobody is ever gonna love you more than U!
    Firstly I need to be strong and we need to give ourselves the highest worth and treat ourselves like fav celebrities!
    I know you might feel depressed fighting this feel but the best way to get over it is to love yourself!
    You write really well, very brief &clear. Well expressed👍
    Wish you more luck &love!💞❄👍😇Happy day to you

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  2. You are not alone! There are many of us out there with those same thoughts and yet, just like you, we get up each day, hold our head high and strut forward to meet life. You just keep doing what you are doing and while you are doing it, you are living life! Take heart!

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  3. YOU are worthy, my dear. We all are. These feelings come and go. I get down on myself sometimes, too, I think everyone does. Gosh, can you imagine feeling perfect 100% of the time? How would you even know if you are alive? And how would you even be able to see great things when they happen. Hang in there.

    Bad feelings inside are just your soul’s way of letting you know there is still work to be done, care to be taken. So, please take care of yourself. 🙂

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