Good morning! I hope this entry finds you well. I’ll be open and honest with you. My depression is back. I’m feeling like I’m in a dark hole where everything and nothing makes sense. I struggle with depression since 2011 when my uncle died. I also struggle with anxiety. I have had bad bouts of depression, but this time it’s bad. I feel I’m merely existing. It’s never been this bad. Don’t worry I have no intentions of hurting myself in anyway. I just know that this time it’s bad. I wish I could see the light at the end of the tunnel, but right now it’s not there.
My foot is swelling. Actually my whole leg and nothing is helping it. I have to lay down in bed and keep it elevated. I’m frustrated. I really am. I don’t know what to do. I honestly don’t.